horrible person

Yesterday, i took out all of my aggression and frustration out on an innocent person without questioning beforehand. Now i feel embarrassed and alone. I really messed up. I think i really might be crazy because i jumped to the wrong conclusion without hesitation.

I have to admit though, i do feel less stressed since i got some of it out. It just needed an outlet and i needed to yell. But now that i know i made a mistake, i just feel really bad. I have to make it up to this person. She says not to worry and she would have probably done the same thing given the same circumstances but that doesnt make me feel any better.

I think i am going to go home early today. I just dont feel like doing this today..i want to crawl under the covers and hide from the world. I think i will try to do a little work this morning...more later

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