Went to the therapist yesterday... had a break down...i guess itn is all making sense...i am the one with the problems...i do not see myself as worthy and only see myself as disposible. Its true,/i do. But i have never really had anyone who saw me as worthy - i was only good to them if i served a purpose and if i was not useful, then i wasno longer needed.
I guess that it is the reason why i am having such a problem with the pig's skank. I see her as serving a purpose and me being thrown to the wayside even if thats not true. She is nothing but it still scares me... not sure why...
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